YOU WILL ALWAYS KNEEL by lane greenleaf-perez

Last night, after my wife and I put our son to bed, we decided to watch Marvel’s The Avengers. It had been a while for both of us, and we love superheroes. In the movie, Thor’s brother Loki is on a mission to conquer Earth. With every character he encounters, he feels the need to monologue about his reasons for embarking on this quest. He conveys the idea that freedom is life’s great lie. Freedom sets the people of Earth on a flurry, “a mad scramble for power.” In one particular scene, he is terrorizing a group of people in an art gallery somewhere in Germany. He challenges the people he has just forced to kneel before him with the idea that being ruled is much simpler, much easier. He says, “You were made to be ruled. In the end, you will always kneel.”

As I watched this scene, it struck me, Loki isn’t completely wrong about that. Humans were made to be ruled, and we do always kneel to something. Sometimes we just don’t realize it. We are always worshipping, always submitting ourselves to be formed by something or someone. In the Garden of Eden, the first humans chose the serpents version of freedom over God’s. God gave Adam and Eve immense amounts of freedom and the ability to be shaped and loved by the creator of the world, but in the end, humans chose to do things their own way, apart from God’s guidance. They chose to be formed by the lies of the serpent, the distortion of their desires. The rest of human history has been story after story of men and women trying to achieve power and pleasure apart from the will of God.

Sometimes I try to make my faith about what I can intellectualize. Many of us probably have heard the philosophy of Rene Descartes, “I think therefore I am.”  But I find in my life, I am not shaped by what I can intellectualize. I am shaped by what I worship. We all are. A little boy who idolizes Captain America may not be able to intellectualize his relationship to this fictional hero, but he emulates him, he dresses like him, he fights the battles he fights. The boy worships Captain America. He tries to be like him.

Who are we trying to emulate? Who or what is shaping us? Who or what are we kneeling to? Who do we worship?

Worship has to be about more than just the conditioning of our minds. It has to also be about the shaping of our hearts. What do we find ourselves craving? What do we desire? Is it money? Is it power? Achievement? Pleasure? 

Or is it God? 

The serpent’s version of “freedom” can be a very powerful illusion. Sometimes we have to recondition our hearts to desire the right things, and the only way we do that is through worship. We have to kneel to God. Sometimes our flesh will war against us, but that is that battle we must wage.


We can trust that the God we kneel to is perfect in all of his ways—not corrupt or power hungry. Only in the worship of him can we truly be satisfied. When we submit our lives to be ruled by Him, when we choose to acknowledge Him as Lord, there is a true freedom that follows. God’s promises are good. We were already made like God. We have simply forgotten who we are. 

But if we choose every day, in every aspect of our lives, to turn and kneel to God, we will be remade in His likeness again. Whether or not we kneel is not up to us, we just need to choose to whom we will kneel.

Thanks for reading, 

Lane 


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